Hi, Mr Cox, before I read your blog I thought I was straight, but now I’m not so sure as I really do want to stroke and suck the cocks pictured. Trouble is I’m too afraid to set up a meeting with a  dude. Also I’m married and don’t want to fuck myself up with guilt. Not much anyone can do I guess, but if you can suggest a way of introducing me to dick, please do. I like the idea of the 3 circle group meetings that you’ve had – I could cope with that more easily than 1 to 1. I’ll never be content until I’ve sucked a man off. And at 48 I’m not getting any younger. Although I have no experience with other men, other than being propositioned twice in lavatories, this is one of my favourite sexual fantasies: I meet a mature man who I realise is gay. We have a few drinks and I begin to wonder about making love with him. We go back to his place, or a hotel. We both shower and get into bed naked. We cuddle up together like two spoons my arms around him and my crotch pressed to him bum. I kiss his neck and shoulders and I let my hand drift down to his crotch. His cock is hard and I curl my finger softly around it and very lightly masturbate him. Meanwhile my own cock becomes very stiff too and he reaches around to stroke my balls. He tells me he has a friend who would like to join us. I agree and he picks up the phone. In a few minutes his friend arrives. I cum imagining the first guy sucking me off whilst I suck off his friend. This fantasy gives me a very strong orgasm. Sometimes the two guys in my fantasy are of different races. Sometimes they tie me up and take their pleasure with me, but they are never aggressive or violent as it is just a game.

Cheers, John.

6 thoughts on “Str8 @ 48 ?

  1. Having never had my cock sucked, I am wondering what it would be like for the first time?

  2. If I was you and lived in a big city, I would start going to a pool in the city centre, not the suburbs, a few times a week, early evening probably, you will see plenty of cocks in the changing rooms, take your time getting changed, make sure you get a good look at all that cock, discreetly at first if they don’t look like cock lovers and then more openly if they’re brazenly on display, letting their owners see you looking and see that you might be up for something, then walking naked to the shower with a semi before your swim, see if anyone in the showers looks horny, showing off your cock a bit and deciding whether to stay a while or head to the pool for your swim, in the pool keeping an eye in between lengths on the dudes around you and noticing if anyone looks like they like cock, then obviously in the showers after your swim you will shower near those guys and maybe there will be a few cocks readily on display, whether it’s a communal shower or separate showers with doors to leave open, maybe you’ll feel horny and touch yourself, then notice that the guy opposite has a massive hard-on, pretty soon a few guys around you are hard or semi-hard and trying with different levels of concern to be semi-discreet about it from the guys not involved. Maybe you and another guy will both rub one out while watching each other from different shower cubicles, without touching, both cumming separately. Maybe you’ll reach out and hold a cock, wank it, stick it in your mouth, get your own cock attended to for a bit then leave without cumming. Maybe another couple of other guys will do that and you’ll watch from the sidelines. You will have to live with the consequences of what you do, whatever they are, but it’s your life and I would say don’t spend it frustrated. And if there’s nothing going on at the first pool, try another one.

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